It's coming up on two weeks since I last posted. The time in between has been so hectic and crazy and I'm pretty exhausted even though I'm typing this in the morning after just getting a relatively good night's sleep.
I didn't make a plan this week. I thought I could do it without one. I was wrong. I also weighed myself for the first time in a while and discovered I'd gained back ten of the 20+ pounds I fought so hard to lose. Again because I gave up on working the plan.
I'm tired, and when I'm tired I want to make excuses about why I don't need to be so strict on things. Problem is, when I give up on the plan and the daily structured way of doing things nothing works. I had even planned on giving up blogging for a while because it takes so much time and I didn't think I needed the accountability anyway. Come to find out, I do. Even if no one reads it, I still need to make the time to post here because it keeps me on track. I'm not by nature a writer, and I don't know how good I am at it, but having to get things ready to put up here goes a long way to getting me to do the daily things that I need.
Sigh...a lot of this doesn't come easily or naturally to me, but I just have to remember to keep plugging because the end result is worth it.
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